Showing posts with label happy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label happy. Show all posts

Wednesday, 26 August 2015

Self Love Summer Revisited...

Hey Everyone,

You may have seen at the beginning of summer I posted about how I wanted to decrease my insecurities and have a summer full of self love. Well as summer is drawing to a close I am reflecting back on the summer to see if my little experiment worked. (Featuring pictures from throughout the summer, some selfies, sorry)
(Giggles on a night out with friends)
Overall I would say that I am definitely happier. I started this summer ridiculously hung up on someone who was not worth even an ounce of my time and I shouldn't have let it effect me but I did and it did not make me feel great about myself at all! It is safe to say that I don't feel hung up on him at all and can stomach myself a little more (crazy how us girls let guys make us feel so bad) and looking back I realise it was just stupid. I am in a much better place and enjoying my own company and I am 100% ok being single and if I meet someone I meet someone and if I don't it is all ok.
(Spontaneous hair chopping = instant confidence boost)
Exercise wise I didn't do too great. The running didn't stick for long, but hey I tried. I did however join a gym last week and I just got loads of new gym gear so hopefully I can get the bug and then my body confidence will go through the roof. However I do love my lumps and bumps a little more. Diet wise as well I did start eating better but long days with no structure did take their toll and biscuits were well needed. I tried and I will definitely try again once back at work (even with tea and cake friday).
(Surprise birthday drinks, reminding me I have the best friends ever and I am more than loved)
I recently got into a whole new beauty regime and new make-up which has made me feel so much more confident with my looks. Buying new clothes every month although it has killed my bank balance has also made me feel 100% better about myself as I realise I can pull off the latest trends and in fact I do really enjoy a lot of them.
(This cheeky little pup has been making every day a barrel of laughs)
Even if we haven't had much of a summer (the weather has been awful) I definitely feel better in myself. Being that little bit selfish and focusing on me has done me wonders. I smile a lot more, which for a girl with a usual 'speak to me and i'll kill you' resting face, this has done me wonders as people have found me so much more approachable. Obviously I still have my moments where I panic about things and I have evenings where I get emotional and sad but those nights have gone down an awful lot. It really has been an eye opening summer and I am so glad I did it. I am also hopefully going to try and continue this mentality throughout the rest of the year and I'm sure in no time at all I'll be loving myself even more (but not too much, I don't want to be an arrogant diva, ok maybe I want to be a diva... just not an arrogant one).
(a night out in an outfit I thought I rocked)
Did any of you have an eye opening summer like me? Are you loving yourself a little more after this summer? Let me know on Twitter/Instagram.

See you Sunday,
Love Katie x

Tuesday, 30 June 2015

Payday Treats...

Hey everyone,

ITS PAYDAY. This means its time to have a little splurge on yourself to make yourself feel great. My other payday posts have been very music and film based, this month it is a little different and I am bringing you what I purchased today, Yes, my first fashion and beauty based haul.
With my university graduation just around the corner I have been looking high and low for an affordable graduation dress, after almost giving up (as my first choice was out of stock everywhere) I found this beautifully simple dress from Topshop. My graduation robes are dark grey and red so I didn't want to get anything patterned, bright or too over the top in case it clashed. This made this dress perfect, the plain creamy white will go perfectly with my robes and the asymmetric wrap of this dress gives it a unique edge so it isn't too simple. I also got these stunning platform sandals to go with the dress, the white on white is tres chic and gives me the opportunity to play with bright nails and lip colour. Also after reading the reviews these shoes should be comfy enough to walk around in all morning and not too high that I could potentially trip on the stage.
I also have been thinking about an outfit for my birthday (which is three weeks today). I am planning a festival themed garden party so need the perfect festival themed outfit. I looked to Forever 21 as I never fail to find something I love on there, they also have really good festival wear. I didn't take me long to come across this beautiful maxi which is perfect for me. It flows and is open at the sides and back, this is perfect as if the weather is warm I wont be fanning myself to keep cool, or worse downing the frozen cocktails. It also has a grungey festival feel which suits me to a T as I am more 90's than 70's.
I recently ran out of my favourite shampoo which means I have to buy more, obviously. It is one of the few beauty things I will splurge out for because I fall out with my hair so much. Costing £17.95 for a 500g bottle you must think I am mad. However, this shampoo has made my hair the softest it has been in years and it is naturally and gradually getting lighter and is currently the nicest colour. This is all due to the violet and lemon in the shampoo, it smells delicious. The shampoo also lasts a while, a 100g bottle lasted 2 months and my larger bottle almost 4. I personally feel its worth every penny and teamed with Garnier The Silky Smoother polishing scrub and Aussie's The Reconstructer my hair has never been better and its growing again. Despite still desperately needed a cut, my split ends have been smoothed and are not as obvious which is a little triumph until I do get my hair cut.

Have you spoiled yourself this payday? let me know what you got on Twitter or Instagram.

See you Friday,

Love Katie x

Friday, 26 June 2015

June's top 10...

Hey everyone,

This months top 10 is going to tie in with my 'self love summer' feel and are going to be my favourite sassy and happy songs.
1. Destiny's Child - Bootylicious

It would not be a good list of sassy songs if this wasn't on there. From the 'can you handle this' at the start you know you are in for a sassy ride. This is one of my favourite girl anthems and always gets me dancing.

2. Everybody (Backstreets Back) - Backstreet Boys

This is one of my favourite songs ever (not sorry at all). I hear this song and instantly my mood is lifted. This song may not be sassy but I certainly make this song sassy when I dance to it.

3. Life is a Rollercoaster - Ronan Keating

This is not a sassy song but it is on my sassy playlist because it completely sums up the reason why I want to self love summer. Life IS a rollercoaster and I need to just ride it and not worry about the little things that I spend to much time worrying about.

4. Gas Pedal - Sage the Gemini ft IamSu

This song makes me feel like Rhianna, sassy, sexy and badass. I put it on, attempt to twerk and nothing bothers me anymore. It's great to feel good for a couple of minutes.

5. It's My Life - Bon Jovi

Nothing more selfish than screaming its my life from the rooftops right? This is the key to SELF love summer so remember it's your life.

6. Shake Your Ass - Mystikal

This song is a getting ready song that helps me burn a few extra calories before I head out. Gets the endorphins going and the sassy mood too.

7. Bye Bye Bye - N*SYNC

Again like the Backstreet Boys this is one of my favourite songs and makes me so happy. I also have the dance routine down and make it super sassy, trust me.

8. Sexy Back - Justin Timberlake

This doesn't need too much explaining, Im bringing sexy back this summer.

9. Don't Matter - Kings of Leon

It don't matter to me, that line sums up my feelings towards drama this summer. No time for it and it doesn't matter to me.

10. Lose Yourself to Dance - Daft Punk ft. Pharrell.

This is my number one song for feel good summer. This is because I really want to just dance and feel amazing this summer.


If you haven't seen my self love summer post check it out here. Follow the songs I'm listening to and how my self love summer is going on Instagram or Twitter with the #BOTTSelfLoveSummer.

See you Tuesday,

Love Katie x

Friday, 19 June 2015

Flashback Friday...

Hey Everyone,

This weeks post I am going to give you an insight into 3 months that changed my life. Why now? Why bother? Well I am addicted to the Timehop app and it recently reminded me (I didn't need too much reminding) it has been a year since I spent 3 months stateside. It really was the best experience and I wouldn't change a single moment.
(In New York living my American dream)
It all started in September 2013 when out of boredom I started researching into summers in America because I couldn't bare a summer sat at home doing nothing. So after hours of searching I decided I wanted to try the summer camp experience. There are many companies out there that help you with this experience so you can shop around. I went through a company called Camp Leaders. For me, personally, they were so helpful and tried their absolute hardest to get you hired and on your way to America and I loved that. One of the things they do to be super helpful and get you to America is that they organise job fairs for people to get hired by camps.
(Left: The camps bus, Right: My smore making wasn't too bad)
It was at one of these job fairs that I got hired by the best camp in the world (I'm serious, there is no better camp) Tamarack Camps. While I was queueing I got to talk to some previous international staff who were sussing you out to see if you were right for the job. When you got hired they got you in a circle and shouted welcome home. After that it was a long wait until I could finally get on my way 'home'. Like anyone would be, I was terrified to go. Travelling half way across the world on my own it was scary. I met two others going to my camp at Heathrow and we had our last bacon sarnie (Jewish camp problems) and got on the plane to Detroit. After a long flight we landed and after meeting more people from camp we were on our way. We left the airport on a Forrest Gump style bus. I was sold. American life would be easy and it only got better.
(a view of the lake from the flag poles)
Tamarack Camps is a large Jewish camp in Ortonville, Michigan with campers ranging from 5-16. The campers I worked with were special need adults (18+) in the Avodah programme. They never failed to keep a smile on my face and keep us all laughing for hours and hours. Being around your campers pretty much all day everyday was tiring and got to much, but camp knew this and gave us lots of opportunities to burn off steam or chill. Whether it was organising days off for the international staff, fun activities for us all to try like roller disco, or letting you have a period off if you were really struggling. I got the opportunity to go on a camping trip in Mio where we canoed and swam in the massive lake there. It was incredible. Everyday was different but so much fun. Towards the end of camp you forgot you were working as everyday was just so great. However you slowly came to terms with the fact you were leaving and soon travelling. I had made a little (or not so little) family with all the people there from fellow brits to Americans and Israeli's. I was devastated to leave them but I knew that I had 3 weeks of travelling that would be just as fun as camp and I would see some of them again soon.
(Left: the Chicago theatre, Right: Me on the SkyDeck, I was terrified)
In my 3 weeks of travelling I visited Chicago, Indianapolis, Washington D.C, and New York. Every town and city brought its own memories and adventures. Chicago there was a big group of us staying in hostels and we all met up again, which settled all our post camp blues. I also got to conquer my fear of being by glass at height (its odd, I know) on the Sky Deck. I was so nervous but after crawling onto the edge I sat there for a few minutes and managed to stand. I was so proud. I also ate at my first Man V Food featured restaurant, Giordano's, true Chicago style deep dish pizza. True heaven. Indianapolis had the best hotel of my travels by far. A massive bed, free cupcakes, and a bath. Something I had been craving for a long time. However, there wasn't too much to do in Indianapolis, we shopped, biked, and worked on our tans but that is all we could do really.
(Left: New Yorks number 1 tourist attraction, the Naked Cowboy, Right: the Statue of Liberty from the Staten Island Ferry.)
I had a quick pitstop in New York for a week but only after a 20 hour Greyhound bus journey. Loads of people were warning me about Greyhound busses but they worked for me and I didn't have a bad experience on any of the ones I went on and would recommend them to anyone. While in New York I did all the usual touristy stuff. Times square every night, shopping, and the Empire State Building. It also brought some drama as the girl I was travelling with twisted her knee. Finding an emergency room in Brooklyn that would take her was so tricky. After all that drama I was glad to be escaping the hustle of New York to meet some of the boys from camp in D.C. I loved Washington, seeing the monuments all lit up at night was magical. It was so calm and I felt so safe (maybe because I was with 3 boys). We spent hours and hours walking and exploring the city and checking out the museums, I learnt lots about planes... fun? maybe. However I got to see a space shuttle, that was very cool. After that it was back to NYC to discover more of the city. We had all been before so wanted to see different things. This lead us to going on to Intrepid's Hangar Deck. It was more planes but also more space shuttles that made me very happy.
(Left: Monuments at night in D.C, Right: The White House, Hello Mr. President.)
It was super sad to be leaving America when September came around. I made so many memories I will hold dear to forever. If you are deciding whether to do Camp Leaders or a Camp America programme I would highly recommended it. Every camp is different, my camp was quite laid back and chilled, they also organised a lot for us at and away from camp. This isn't the same everywhere but from what I have heard, they are just as fun. Its not all like Beaver Fall's so don't go out just expecting to shack up with an American, its way more than that. Also if you cant see yourself in the camp way of life, I would highly recommend travelling America. It is stressful at times but it is so different everywhere you go. I definitely will head back someday, to camp to visit or to travel more. Michigan will always have a place in my heart and I will never forget those Ortonville sunsets.
(Left: the start of an Ortonville sunset, Right: The sun setting from the Empire State Building)
Stay tuned to things I am up to by checking out my Twitter and Instagram, see you Monday.

Love Katie x

Monday, 25 May 2015

Mays top 10 songs...

Hey everyone,

I have taken a little over a week out of blog writing to get settled at home and in my new job. Now I have had some time to myself I can get back into my usual writing again. I am going to start this all off again with my top 10 songs of this month. Music has been my background to my walks to work, my packing and unpacking, a lot so far this month. Although I am listening to a lot of my top 10 from April there are a few more songs that are slipping through.

1. Cheerleader (Felix Jaehn Remix) - OMI
Everywhere I go I seem to hear this song at the moment. It is super catchy and I find myself singing it to myself in the shower, the bath, even writing this blog post now. Although I am loving this right now I will probably hate it in a few weeks due to how catchy it is. However for now it is my song of the moment and never fails to get me in a good mood and ready to dance.

2. Bills - LunchMoney Lewis
This song is just great. Its cool, sassy and funky. It makes me want to dance and I can definitely relate to having bills (adult life sucks). It changes your mood instantly even if the subject of the song is a little depressing. I will be dancing to this song for a long long time, its going to be a favourite for sure.

3. Bad Blood (ft. Kendrick Lamar) - Taylor Swift
I couldn't have ignored this one. With massive Instagram hype after it seemed like every one was getting involved in the video it was safe to say I was super excited for the video. The original track on the album is brilliant and the re-vamp with Kendrick Lamar is just as amazing and fits the song so well. If you haven't seen the video (WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?) check it out, its a masterpiece. A personal favourite is seeing one of my favourite models Lily Aldridge as Frostbyte. Its a true girl power hit.

4. Someone New - Hozier
I spent all of yesterday on the sofa watching Radio 1's Big Weekend highlights and one of my personal favourite sets was Hozier's. I have been in love with this mans soothing voice since I heard Take Me To Church months ago and Someone New is definitely one of my favourites off his album. Seeing it live (well on the TV) has made me determined to see him sometime soon, and maybe marry him, please?! This more upbeat track is perfect for chilled drinks in the garden and its definitely a summer anthem for me.

5. Mess is Mine - Vance Joy
I am completely in love with Vance Joy's voice. This song is a perfect folky, indie song. It makes me want to dance around, and have one too many ciders in the garden with friends. It is such a feel good song and hopefully it will be a big hit in the UK sometime soon. Watch out for Vance as he is currently touring with Taylor Swift and hopefully will be hitting the UK on his own tour sometime soon. Ill be waiting for that announcement just hoping it comes sooner rather than later.

6. She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5
This is a little blast from the past but I have been re-listening to a lot of Maroon 5 recently as I am seeing them live Friday in Liverpool. I am super excited to finally see one of my favourite bands in the flesh. I always listen to this song and it never gets old in my eyes.

7.  1 Thing - Amerie
Before I left university and my house of fabulous ladies we went on a massive Kisstory hype. Which meant we were reliving lots of the RnB we listened to when we were a little younger. Ever since this night I have been listening to this song non-stop. It reminds me so much of dancing around my room as a young tween and it still makes me feel sassy to this day.

8. F**kin' Problems (ft. Drake, 2 Chainz and Kendrick Lamar) - A$AP Rocky
This song brings out my inner G. I hear this song and suddenly I feel as hard as nails and ready to do anything. Its a good party hit if you need something to make you feel sassy or hard. I mean who doesn't love bad b*tches ey?

9. C'est La Vie - B*Witched
I recently travelled to Portsmouth to catch up with some of the girls I went to camp with. During this time we caught up and listened to many of the songs we listened to while out in America. One of these was C'est La Vie as we had a 90's/00's night and we were super close to making our own video to this song. Since seeing the girls I've been filling the campless hole in my heart with this song. It brings back some of the best memories.

10. Best of You - Foo Fighters
After watching Foo's performance at Big Weekend last night (and crying my eyes out because I wasn't there) I have been singing this around the house. Its cheating a little as I haven't been listening to this all month but I know after last night I will be listening to it a lot more. Plus you can never have too much Foo Fighters in your life.

Have you been listening to anything non-stop this past month? Do you think any of my choices should be changed? Let me know on Twitter or Instagram.

See you Wednesday,

Love Katie x